As you contemplate the world…
Remember to remember the pain.
The pain that came through your soul into you,
your new soul embodiment.
This body which you have yet to love.
The pain was so deep that you even risked
the death of this life.
Despite the risking, and hating, and pain —
you did not succumb to your torture.
You lived.
And in living, you now make a pact with the universe….
That you will not/never forget your years of self hate.
You will put them in their proper perspective:
Your pain has allowed you to enter the realm of wisdom.
Has allowed you to feel your soul;
as well as the world’s collective soul.
Has allowed you to feel the cumulative pain of eons.
Has allowed you to open to the Mystery of Life.
You must now learn the yin of the yang.
Learn the opposite of the pain.
Feel the JOY which can only come after great sorrow;
feel the joy of the world, of your life, of your body.
Your charge, your duty is to discover BOTH SIDES.
Allow yourself to enter into the Joy of the Total Creation.
June 15, 2002